Sleep..

Today I'm unbelievably tired. It might have something to do with the 10 hours of work, 3 hours of netball, a text waking me up half an hour after finally getting to sleep and the door bell going off another 2 hours after that. Can't I just go back to bed?

Mi amante (My lover)

The first time I met him we were both dancing dressed in white. The last time I saw him I walked away without looking back. He was the older man that meant nothing when I first met him and everything when I left.

I have never been in love. Fact. Mid 20s living in the new century and not for a day have I been in love. I have loved traveling to hot countries, dancing the days and nights away, friends, food and expensive shoes but I have never loved a man.

When I first met B I had been fighting with a friend and kissed him to prove something to myself. He came back to mine and soon it was a lovely if casual affair. When we woke in the morning he turned to me and told me that he had to go and help a friend move house but that he would be back in a few hours and was already counting the minutes to his return.

Last night, three years after the first time I met him and a year since the last time I saw him I lay awake wishing that I had told him all the things I my heart screamed by my mouth kept silent.

So if I could go back to that last glorious summer morning where I said goodbye in the middle of the street corner, B, I would have stayed with you, counting the minutes until your return even though you hadn't already left.

So congratulations and goodbye B, I hope that she loves you like I could have

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Tuesdays

The best thing about Tuesdays would have to be the time that you spend wrapped up in bed at the end of it.. I mean, Tuesdays are too far past the weekend to be able to keep talking about the previous events, but not close enough to the next one to be excited for the next... Not impressed.

But as they say another day another dollar and this one certainly did. Being in sales it's all about the relationships. Luckily mine a fairly strong *the work ones that is* and I've been offered too broker two very easy deals, making the boss much happier than normal, and my day subsequently a lot easier...

Now, with only 35 minutes left of this Tuesday, the third in my working year for 2010, I'm going to spend it chilling out to Simian Mobile Disco and reading my favourite chic lit author, Maddie Alderson... My advice? Break the rules and plan your weekend on Tuesdays.. it certainly makes them much more fun

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The virgin post..

So, this is blogging? After trying to decide my name for the past hour I've gone with what I've got most of, pink, heels and hot pants.

Unline most bloggers I have no objective other than to have a place to release my thoughts. I don't intend this for a place for friends and family, that's what Facebook's for. What I am using this for is to let you in to my often random and ranting thoughts. To let you know what I think about the things that matter most.

Enjoy, have fun and don't take things too seriously

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